maybe it has something to do with strength.
children cannot tighten their bottle of emotions
and are simply the best in expressing them.
by stomping their foot in anger,
or crying and wailing with wilfulness.
once u bypass your own definition of being a kid,
u will learn first, how to cap this bottle.
and then, tighten it.
and for some, they rather learn how to vaccumn it.
but no matter how it goes,
there are times where emotions cannot be controlled.
out of all these emotions,
tears can explain what words and other actions cannot.
whether you like them or not.
it used to be true for me,
for someone who let tears flow,
as in giving in to all my emotions.
even when i was still a teen.
the past tense is real.
i have grown up. matured in more ways than what my fellow peers are.
but i don't feel the passion anymore.
now i can feel that everything is simply boiled up inside.
i think i wrote this before,
nothing ill but i really don't mind if my life comes to an end suddenly.
it used to be because i don't leave regrets in my life.
suddenly it has changed to having to many regrets to really care.
prob it just boils down to the ultimate thing.
i have never been as tired in the heart as i am now.
the frustration and my inability.
if all used to be as simple as a ARGH and a WAAH.