always.there
Sunday, September 25
well. it's time to start my blog.
everything i'm writing here will be in chinese in my own folder.
i dun seem to be able to put all these in chinese on my blog.

i just finished two shows.
My Date With A Vampire 2 and 3.

too engrosed in it and i almost could not bring myself out of it.
it left me thinking. in fact it's thinking too too much.

i asked this question before.
What is love?

i dun know. why dun i know?
cos i have never been in love before.
i never considered a one sided love to be whole so i could never answer my own question.
but for those who might know me, i read a lot.
but looking through most of the books i read, i favor romances the most.

why did i talk bout the 2 shows?
because Kuang Tian You and Ma XiaoLing have once again shown me another side of love.
amazing ah. how shows seem to influence me so much?
yes , they are fictional.
but what if they were real?

other than God, can you die out of love for me?
can you?
i will always believe Love and Faith to be the strongest powers in the world.
because God is Love and my faith lies in Him.

with love and faith, i can find hope.
and with hope i can find even more.

the two of them fought for the world in the show but in fact, they were fighting for their own future.
a future for their love and with their family and friends.

i did not feel comfortable after finishing the show.
but as im writing i realise a lot of things.

it did not matter if they were alive or dead at the end.
as long as they were together.
it did not matter whether XiaoLing was human or a vampire.
as long as they were together.

can you do that?
i dun know if i can.

but i know the one man i love will be loved forever in my heart.
when he appears.

Wednesday, September 21
this is only a trial post.
im still trying to make my chinese words appear properly.
if u know me u will realise that this blog is sth diff from a diary.
cos i dun write diaries.
just bear with this until my chinese stuffs can come out properly.

words.story
words.
cannot tell the heart's story.
pictures.
cannot say the millionth word.

zane.赞恩
life.is a gift.from our Father above.
every second.is simply His Love.

them
zane |
[my.dearest.girls.]
chun | diana| man| von
[.church.]
rachel| baoyue| wendy| charm| mr&mrs.sim|
[.ylimaf.]
wawa| debbie| jevin
[.ihcra.]
shirley| gwendolyn| stacy| sandy| jasmine| hsinwen| seeheng| shawn| weihung| frederick
[.sdneirf.]
yuenmei| cheechang| chang.photography| vejoy| izean| stephanie| geraldine|
[.noitaripsni.]
nora.roberts| jd.robb| flickr| deviant.art| rough.guide| baby.names| biblical.baby.names| yum.sg| blogspot |

archives
  • September 2005
  • November 2005
  • December 2005
  • February 2006
  • March 2006
  • April 2006
  • May 2006
  • June 2006
  • July 2006
  • August 2006
  • September 2006
  • October 2006
  • November 2006
  • December 2006
  • January 2007
  • February 2007
  • March 2007
  • April 2007
  • May 2007
  • June 2007
  • July 2007
  • August 2007
  • September 2007
  • October 2007
  • November 2007
  • December 2007
  • January 2008
  • February 2008
  • March 2008
  • April 2008
  • May 2008
  • June 2008
  • July 2008
  • August 2008
  • September 2008
  • October 2008
  • November 2008
  • December 2008
  • February 2009
  • March 2009
  • April 2009
  • May 2009
  • July 2009
  • August 2009
  • September 2009
  • January 2010
  • November 2010