i can feel the difference.
between me n my friends.
and how some are more willing to listen to them
and not to me.
as i keep reflecting on myself.
i am really a lousy friend to be.
Once you learn how to die,
you will know to live.
-Morrie-
knowing He is there.
knowing i will always believe.
knowing i will always love Him.
is not enough.
let me start again.
sometimes i wonder.
is it because i cannot appreciate people around me?
or is it they who could not appreciate me?
or am i just too over-bearing?
that they do not even want to be bothered with me?
i just realised,
how little friends i have.
and how so few,
are close to my heart.
i'm going!
so excited.
but first, i need to fulfill a promise i made.
to the teachers.
I have a mask. peel it off.
Will you?
I need a shoulder and a hug.
May i?
I want real company.
Can i?