always.there

A+ A A A A
That's my grades for Primer 2!
Praise the Lord!
Thank God!

And thanks to everyone in my dear group.
Gwen, Shirley, JQ, Cliff, Guang and See Heng.
u guys made all the difference.
credits to all of u.
thank u n love u all.

Everything's over.
not everything in a everything sense but PRIMER 2's done!!
all i have to do now is wait for results and of course, start on Primer 3.
not the most willing person but i AM looking forward to it.
just to reflect on my past 8 weeks.

for almost everyday of the past 8 weeks, i see 6 familiar faces.
and more if u count other groups.
from the unfamiliar to closely knitted.
a bunch of "sere-tards" as we call ourselves.
the joy, the fun, the laughter.
the anger, the frustration.
all in the day's work.
the final results were satisfying.
truly grateful.
Thank Lord, for the wonderous weather on Monday and Tuesday.
Thank God, for granting favor to my group.
Thank Lord, for supporting friends, who supports me endlessly.
Worries there will be, for the final grades.
But Dear Lord, Thank You.
For everything there had been and will continue to be.

in the final lap of the race.
but i keep feeling that something's not done.
.
argh..

LOST

Lost in a world, that scares me to death,
Lost in a crowd, I'm losing my breath.
Lost as a boy, lost as a man,
I need to grow up, don't think I can.

Lost as a person, can't find my way.
Lost in life, every day.
Lost in worry, who am I?
All my life, I've lived a lie.

Lost to kindness, lost to love,
Lost in a sky, like a new-born dove.
Lost in thought, which I shouldn't do,
It winds me up, I can’t get through.

Lost to comfort, all kind words,
Lost to advice, it isn't heard.
Lost to those who really care,
All these people, always there.

Lost in me, I need a break,
Lost in wonder, which road to take?
Lost in a place I don't know well,
Where are you now? There's no one to tell.

Lost here, all alone,
Lost apart from the mobile phone.
Lost still, there are no calls.
I'm struggling alone, to break these walls.

Lost in mind, lost in soul,
Lost memories, they're just a hole.
Lost family, lost mate,
Gone now, yet I'm full of hate.

Lost in a straight world, and I am gay,
Lost now, for what to say,
Lost in boredom, think I'll leave.
There's a lot in life I need to achieve.

Dan Brown

man is greedy.
which isnt?
some crave for more money,
more power,
more fame,
more recognition.
others crave for more faith,
more love,
more hope.

while these people are sinking in greed,
some are just not contented.
you have and you complain
you receive and you are not thankful.

and what happen to those who don't have any?
none to complain,
none to thank,
none to own,
none to receive.

be thankful.
be contented.
for all and myself.

Dear Lord,
Thank you for the riches You have given me.
My family, my friends.
My life and my health.
Most importantly,
my Faith in You.
You show me more than once,
that greed is evil,
and I thank You,
for being able to guide me back,
before i lose myself.
Thank You.
Dear Lord.

i found out that it was over.
but im not sure if im really hapy to hear it.
i should be, shouldnt i??

it's been a really long project.
cant stand it.
shoulder ache. back ache.
argh
going to be brain ache soon.

It's been ages since i work throughout 24 hours.
im so tired now.
but i have to go on.
nobdy is really helping actually. with the wordy parts
duh...

and it's 30 hours n counting

i spent my entire weekend on something i really din want to do.
finished my microstation drawings over the 2 days.
wrecked my brain so much i had a fever again.
i missed seeing all my friends.
i missed church.
all for meeting the stupid deadline of homework
argh...
i have no social life recently.
only buried under work, books n school.
how pathetic is that.
n i repeat i did not procastinate any work.
so how do i get myself buried under so much work.

and rach, if u happen to read this,
thank you. for that wonderful prayer.
means more to me than u will ever know.

Dear Lord,
Bless all my friends and family.
Bless all my group mates,
who are working hard to make a difference to the project.
Bless all my friends,
who make a difference to my life.
Bless all my family,
who stand by me whenever im down.
Bless them all and pray be with them.
Dear Lord,
Thank You for always being there.
Regardless where and when.
Thank You for making a difference in my life.
Thank You for letting me know who You really are.
The One True God.
Maker and Saviour.
Master and Father.
Thank You,
Dear Lord.