i am all alone in the vast wide sky.will you remember me when i fly off?
so how important am i?
Sunday, July 23
i am all alone in the vast wide sky.will you remember me when i fly off?
so how important am i?
Wednesday, July 12
When was the last time i talk to any of my friends?
When was the last time i had dinner with my parents?
When was the last time i spent time with myself?
When was the last time i went out feeling as carefree as i used to be?
When was the last time i enjoyed my time as i always had?
When was the last time i bask in God's wondrous love?
I love what im doing now. No way do i see it as a chore.
But why do i feel time sucking out of my life.
24 hours a day.
minus 5 sleeping and eating hours, im either in school, at tuition or doing school work.
that is 19 hours.
19 hours a day, i think bout work, in school n tuition.
i can't even hear myself think anything else.
i need a life?
i miss a lot of things.
i miss being able to chat with friends.
i miss being able to have a quiet dinner with my family.
i miss going out to enjoy.
i miss spending quiet time with myself.
i miss thinking to myself.
i miss spending time with God.
what am i doing now?
seriously.
so what if im enjoying myself in school. in architecture.
is that all i want in my life.
NO!
so what am i suppose to do?
talking is easy. exercising it is tough.
and some peeps always think i have it easy in my life.
i am not stressed up. i repeat that.
not stressed up.
im just upset.
to find my happiness in God.
everything else is nothing.
i wish for that as well.
but i no longer know what to hold onto and what to let go.
i ask to be a happy little girl.
but where is the happiness in me?
i find sorrow, wariness and bitterness.
and i growing in the Lord?
maybe i talk too much.
maybe
When was the last time i had dinner with my parents?
When was the last time i spent time with myself?
When was the last time i went out feeling as carefree as i used to be?
When was the last time i enjoyed my time as i always had?
When was the last time i bask in God's wondrous love?
I love what im doing now. No way do i see it as a chore.
But why do i feel time sucking out of my life.
24 hours a day.
minus 5 sleeping and eating hours, im either in school, at tuition or doing school work.
that is 19 hours.
19 hours a day, i think bout work, in school n tuition.
i can't even hear myself think anything else.
i need a life?
i miss a lot of things.
i miss being able to chat with friends.
i miss being able to have a quiet dinner with my family.
i miss going out to enjoy.
i miss spending quiet time with myself.
i miss thinking to myself.
i miss spending time with God.
what am i doing now?
seriously.
so what if im enjoying myself in school. in architecture.
is that all i want in my life.
NO!
so what am i suppose to do?
talking is easy. exercising it is tough.
and some peeps always think i have it easy in my life.
i am not stressed up. i repeat that.
not stressed up.
im just upset.
to find my happiness in God.
everything else is nothing.
i wish for that as well.
but i no longer know what to hold onto and what to let go.
i ask to be a happy little girl.
but where is the happiness in me?
i find sorrow, wariness and bitterness.
and i growing in the Lord?
maybe i talk too much.
maybe
Saturday, July 8
I'm just getting busier.
I have currently on my list the following:
1. Church Anniversary [22 July]
2. Primer 3 [28June to 25July]
3. Racial Day Harmony Event at IJC Stress Test [17 July]
4. Racial Day Harmony Event at IJC [22 July]
5. spac2go *Bid Upon A Star Event [22 July]
6. Changi Youth Ambassdor(on World Bank Meeting) Briefing [17 July]
7. Church Alpha Programme
8. Chalet [28 to 30 July]
Plus im hoping to get another tuition kid.
and also a part time job for more income.
my wish list is so d*** long.
and pple ask y my dark eye rings are getting worst.
these are all things i really want to do!
Dear Lord,
Thank You for giving me all these opportunities to serve in Your heavenly name.
Thank You for restoring my health.
Thank You for every little thing You have given me.
Dear Lord,
I pray, that You may grant me wisdom in time management.
I pray, that You may grant me wisdom in knowing my priorities.
I pray, that you keep me in good health.
To carry on serving in Your Glorious Name.
I have currently on my list the following:
1. Church Anniversary [22 July]
2. Primer 3 [28June to 25July]
3. Racial Day Harmony Event at IJC Stress Test [17 July]
4. Racial Day Harmony Event at IJC [22 July]
5. spac2go *Bid Upon A Star Event [22 July]
6. Changi Youth Ambassdor(on World Bank Meeting) Briefing [17 July]
7. Church Alpha Programme
8. Chalet [28 to 30 July]
Plus im hoping to get another tuition kid.
and also a part time job for more income.
my wish list is so d*** long.
and pple ask y my dark eye rings are getting worst.
these are all things i really want to do!
Dear Lord,
Thank You for giving me all these opportunities to serve in Your heavenly name.
Thank You for restoring my health.
Thank You for every little thing You have given me.
Dear Lord,
I pray, that You may grant me wisdom in time management.
I pray, that You may grant me wisdom in knowing my priorities.
I pray, that you keep me in good health.
To carry on serving in Your Glorious Name.