always.there

After trying for so long......
i finally can type Chinese properly on the laptop!
YAH! Haha.. from now on, u will need to know how to read chinese on some occasions to read my blog:)

我很坏,对不对?
不好意思咯:)
可是这样我才能把我想说的都写出来:)
忍忍吧....

就这样.拜咯.

for all who wonders:

Zane simply means "Beloved"

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Dun ask me why.
i just fell in love with it the moment i saw it.

i celebrated my bday in advance on saturday.
with my darlings in east coast park.
though we did nothing much except try to help me truly learn cycling.
tough. for someone who just cant balance on a mountain bike.....

i thank all of them for being there to celebrate.
sure they turned down other things to be there.
the gifts this year werent very ex.
but they mean more than anything. cos every one of us has it.
even the one in hk. hope she doesnt sees this until her gift reach her.

chun is in spain now. having fun n hopefully a white xmas.
Happy Birthday to her. on the 23rd.

im going to church this sunday.
im very very excited..
the feeling is absolutely wonderful.
after all, i have not been there for almost 3 months.

cant wait for this sunday to come........

i miss church.
really really really.
but i cant request for any leave to go.
:(
but i will be there on the 25th. Definitely.
that's a promise to myself and to Him.

i have not been fulfilled recently.
materially yes. emotionally no.
where am i in my life?
i feel lost.

yes in fact i know what im doing but for those who can understand, i believe i dun have to say anymore.
it's been almost a year n a half.
where am i??

working non stop recently.
taking a break tues, sat.
although ting isnt here with us i know i will enjoy everybody's else company.
miss her a lot. esp since when i know she's coming back.

turning 19 soon.
dun feel 19, but 91...
that's a bit exaggerated but i no longer feel young.
that's what u get when pple calls u auntie.......
:(

very very tempted now.
i wanna get my phone. but im waiting for xmas sale.
thank God cos i dun have my new atm card. so no money to use.
haha

i just realised im dumping a lot of nonsense in this post.
that's what happen when i haven post in ages......

that's all for now...
tired. off to bed.