i stopped looking around.
at the world around me..
something which i had always enjoyed doing.
i stopped caring.
for the world around me.
something which i used to be so good at.
does society really change us?
esp after my one year break.
did i really trade in my life?
when i chose what i am doing now?
i told myself never to look back at what i do.
but now, it's time to flip through the chapters of my book.
and see what i have missed.
there may be no time for regrets.
but how do one live, with no memories?
iamachangedperson,butnotthewayiwantittobe.he will forever hold a special place in my heart.
but after almost 3 years, i am leaving him behind.
in the web i woven around myself
and walking out of it.
i need to work..
before i exhaust all my past earnings.
im going to become quite careful with spending for a while...
esp with all the coming bdays and also xmas.
i need to find a good paying job.
and fast.
i am once again detached from the world for my most beloved ones.
and once again i asked myself.
is it because i don't bother until i realised something's wrong?
or something is just plain wrong with me?
zane.
it means beloved.
not just a reminder that i'm God's beloved child.
it is also to remind me of my beloved things.
it the 2nd day of the 2nd week of school.
my schedule has currently been booked till the end of my school sem.
in jan.
haha.
wait till i have the energy to start complaining.
then here will be full.
till then then.
n to my dearies, thank u.
u know who u people are.
for not all are a dear to me.