i hate being the eldest grand-girl-child in the family.
u get scolded for nothing.
u get blame for something you did not do.
and then,
u are never trusted over something which you can do.
and someone gets the recognition.
so what's the point here.
and where's the point of coming back here.
i should just be like my bro.
sleep.
and everything around you
has nothing to do with you.
stupid.stupid.back.no.more.
stupid.stupid.stupid.joint.
all man err.
who hasn't.
but what it really takes is to live through the mistake you have made.
and to live through it, live through yourself first.
if you can't clear you own conscience,
and forgive yourself for the mistake you made,
who is going to forgive you and give you a chance of repentance.
it may not be as serious as it sounds.
but truth remains.
and the only one capable of forgiving you.
for all you have done.
for all mistakes made.
and the one you owe the most.
is always willing to forgive you.
and if you know,
you know who i am talking about.
this msg is for a friend.