the end of portfolio submission meant the end of the second academic year for me.
all i wait to do now is to receive my results and get ready for portfolio interview.
i know what i am aiming for.
but i don't believe my actions follow.
it has been a rubbish year for me.
in all aspects of my life.
some things have changed.
i realise changes in a person cannot be reversible.
but i really loathe these changes.
God's words are what i hear and act upon with my mind.
But where is the heart that use to listen?
i lost something dear to me in my life over this past year.
i don't believe it to be a good change.
but i always tell myself to listen to Him.
what i tell myself and the actions that follows.
they never go together.
so in the end.
do i really know what i am doing??