i am feeling bitchy.
and i can be a bitch.
don't mess with me.

and how many times when you say ignore me,
do people say no.
and ask you what it exactly is?

sometimes it's heartbreaking.
how little people closest to your heart think of you.
and how easy they take you for granted.
even worse it is when they think it won't hurt you.

times are difficult enough for me.
i don't need more nonsense.

as they as,

you will not cry for those whom you do not love.
your heart will not break for those who do not matter.
just as those who matter and love you,
will never make you cry and break your heart.

人的心中
都渴望
能有人陪伴
牵手走到最后.

thirst.fromwithin.
satisfied.i'mnot.

sometimes you wonder
do you go because of the presence of your friends?
regardless of whether they are close or not
or just because of Him.

as more and more make their way out of here to study overseas,
am i losing more n more contact there?

well, that sums up my week.

eventful.busy.crazy.

don't seem to understand myself sometimes.

don't seem to know what i am doing at others.

feels like i'm doing the right thing.

but sometimes, it's actually not.

u wonder why some people matter to u.
when they don't even bother about you.

i'm just a nobody.
trying to create a place for somebody