I'm Thankful.
Don't ask why, but that feeling comes from deep within.
When i feel the worse bout things, i have pple i least expect to sms me n show concern.
I have been away from the real world for almost 5 months.
I'm taking time to come back.
but it seem difficult.
all my friends will be preparing for their exams when im the most free.
zero inspirations.
i mean zero.
i can't draw now.
none at all.
and my deadline's 1st april.
may have to hand in things personally.
not that i mind.
but feeling too ..... to draw.
never felt this way.
am i out of ideas?
i miss by.
i really really do.
the times where we always talk n chatted bout things.
it's been almost 4 months since i have seen her.
although the blog's good enough to know what's she's doing at times,
it's nv enough for me.
i dun feel a friend.
not at all.
i am worried i've change back to the overbearing person i was in sec sch yrs.
Help me Lord.
chun's upset.
i can feel it but she's not talking bout it.
i feel absolutely helpless nowadays.
i know friends around me are going thru a lot.
but i cannot stretch out a hand to lift them or a arm to hug them.
the feeling's getting to me.
I have done nothing these few days but pigged out.
i love this website. totally adore it.
www.theinterviewwithgod.com
Oh Lord,
Bless all my dearest friends around me.
For Baoyue, be with her and show her the route You want her to go.
For Rachel, be with her as she continues to grow in You as a Leader among the youths.
For Amelia, be with as she prepares herself for overseas and i wanna thank her for those short smses. For You brought her to brighten my days.
For Chun, bless her with good health and wisdom in her everyday,where she will face school with a bright smile.
For serene n my darling lamers, bless them with good health and great days to come. Bless them with open hearts towards you and show them the wonders of Your Mighty Love.
For my family, bless them with love so that they will know You are the one and only God.
Oh Lord,
and i wanna thank you for bringing all the wonders into my life.
For showing the kindness n love that brought me to You
i will continue to seek You and love You.
to thirst for You and only You.
Oh Lord,
Thank You,
my one n only mighty Lord.