always.there

Yi Ling executed another very important decision last thursday.

there is no regret, probably just the sadness that her boss still does not understand.

she know what she truly wants. maybe the routes and forks do not lead her to them now.

that does not make the want unattainable

and she understand something more than she did the last 4 years.

Daddy does not love her any lesser just because she made a wrong decision.

that's why she reminds herself that she will forever be Daddy's beloved!

a most wonderful dinner i had tonight.

and saying it out loud just tells me how much i am resting in God's love for me.
and how comfortable i am in all situations now tells me it's by God's grace.

the past few months had been awesome!
and i know it will grow forevermore!

Yi Ling knows she will always be loved.

i made a lot of choices these past few years.

i chose science and maths over arts in JC.

i gave up a teaching scholarship offer for architecture.

i let go of architecture for events.

and the events i am doing now is not what i really want to do.

maybe the romanticist in me knows i rather do weddings and happy events.

and the 'man' in me craves a career where i am my own boss.

i have big dreams and bigger aspirations.

but my efforts are so minimal.

i believe things will come for me.

but i don't believe i can do it without Him and myself.

WITHOUT HIM, I CANNOT.
WITHOUT ME, HE WILL NOT.

i need to find a job soon.

seriously.

but i really only want a job in events.

be it events management, marketing, planner, coordinator..

for conventions, exhibitions, weddings. everything!!

i'm so desperate that i will love to pull all the strings now to get the job!!

Stolen from chun: http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Multiple Choice Question:

You know who truly care when you can into an accident?

Does he/she ask

1) Are you ok? Are you injured?

2) Is your car ok? I hope your car is fine.

i really think too much.

and now it's not the time to do that.

i want so much.

but am i working for it?

-seganiyarpenrvahi
emhtiwgnorwsitahw-

i love time.
i enjoy time.
that is perhaps why i don't favour dates.
i know majority of my friends sees the importance of a date.
the date of a birthday, an anniversary, a gathering, a celebration.
the date of an exam, a meeting and a showing.
the date of an occasion.

date is nevertheless, important.
but definitely not the most to me.
a date becomes a reason.
i don't need one to have lunch or dinner with family and friends.
i don't need one to share an ice cream with my darlings.
a date is simply e accessory to time.

time is every moment.
i try to enjoy every single moment in my life.
whether that moment is of joy or sorrow,
it is something that pass the next second.

we never get to live the very same second in our lives.
every next second may simply be my last.

i don't like to live with regrets.
so if you ask me to bungee, i will do it.
if you ask me to sky dive, why not?
but the power of yes must be understood first.

i digressed!! hahaha.

but nonetheless,
THANK YOU to my darlings for remembering every single date of my life.
and to continue being part of every moment of my life.